Post by kay on Apr 22, 2012 21:27:20 GMT -6
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| [bg=#1ea181] TRILLIAN MAI ETILINA |
[atrb=background,http://i1153.photobucket.com/albums/p504/mallouise/examplebg.png]And all I really want is some patience, a way to calm the angry voice, and all I really want is deliverance. Do I wear you out? You must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung out. I'm consumed by the chill of solitary. I'm like Estella, I like to reel it in and then spit it out. I'm frustrated by your apathy.  |
full name
Trillian Mai Etilina.
nicknames
Trill, Trilly.
birthdate
April, 13th.
age
Nineteen.
gender
Female.
sexuality
Lesbian.
major
Music therapy.
submajor
Tattoo artist.
occupation
Student.
appearance
Trillian is a pretty lady. She has longer extremely soft black locks with larger hazel eyes that are always guarded, and seem to peer too heavily at people. She's shorter herself, around 5'4, with a curvier figure. Trill's light skin is flawless, excluding multiple scars from extravagant adventures and danger stunts. She does have a tendency to stand out in a crowd though, but it isn't usually for her cute face. Multiple tattoos adorn nearly every feature of her body from her throat to her feet. She also has a lipring, and a few other unmentionable pierced areas. She isn't the typical female that has a million outfits and worries about what she wears. You can often find Trill rocking ripped jeans, a tank top, and a leather jacket. Lots of leather, she loves it.
personality
Trillian is an interesting woman, and a hard one to figure out. She usually keeps to herself, being the introvert she is. She doesn't dislike social interaction however, she just isn't a social butterfly. She is the type of person to welcome any who approach her with a friendly smile, but never go out of the way herself to introduce herself to another. She also prefers smaller groups of people, and has a tendency to get a little anxious in large groups. Needing her own time occasionally, and finding a lot of conversations between those her age non stimulating, she just usually finds herself alone.
While it takes some time for Trill to get comfortable around a person, once you're a friend of hers, you've made a friend for life. Trill would never to anything to hurt any of her friends, and would have their back through thick and thin. She's loyal to the end, and one of the best friends you could have. So long as you didn't take sarcasm too personally. With a naturally playful demeanor that is more often than not slightly cynical, Trill has been known to unintentionally hurt someone's feelings through a joke. She usually just assumes that people, like her, would brush it off their shoulders and not take it seriously. Around Trillian, you learn to not take anything she says seriously.
Almost honest to a fault, don't ask this tattooed lady a question you don't want a direct answer to. "Do I look good in this?" "Should I break up with?".... She will always give you a very straight forward answer that may not always be what you want to hear. Trillian has never been a good liar, regarding anything in her life. Even if she tries to tell a harmless white lie as simple as when a surprise party is, she'd give away the fib with some obvious (and unintentional to her) giveaway action. Due to this, she never fakes anything. She isn't someone to pretend to like you, and in fact loathes those that are two faced. Liars in general just twist her the wrong way.
Of course this female is also a hopeless romantic, though love has always frightened her. She hates being close to people, but desires ultimate closeness with someone at the same time. With her luck she usually goes for those that treat her terribly, having had her fair share of abusive relationships. Trill doesn't exactly know how to maintain a healthy relationship however, being overly possessive and jealous when she is interested in someone. She is extremely emotionally needy, and although it takes a lot for her to fall for someone, once she does than she can be overwhelming; wanting to always be with the person, to always be affectionate. When she really cares for someone too she becomes a doormat, unable to stand up for herself and revolving herself around their happiness.
likes
Music, body modification, nature, animals, danger, cigarettes, alcohol, passion, adrenaline, motorcycles, mechanics, star wars, horror movies, comics, reading, learning new things, drawing, sunsets, romance, pain, affection, traveling, freedom.
dislikes
Authority, stupidity, judgmental people, overly girly females, animal abuse, abuse in general, boredom, liars, screamo, cold weather, swimming.
strengths
Very creative and artistic - which leads to her love of tatttooing.
Can play almost any instrument - fascinated with music at a young age she self taught herself many instruments, continuing to learn and master them as she decided upon a career as a music therapist.
Amazing mechanic - She knows the ins and outs of mechanics better than most the men around her, and has built her own car and motorcycle. She also repairs/constructs vehicles and bikes in her spare time for extra cash.
weaknesses
Short temper - She tries to treat others as she would want to be treated, but if someone isn't treating her well don't except her to sit back. (Unless it's a friend or lover, in which case she willingly allows them to trample over her.)
Adrenaline junkie - Most people know when the line between fun and dangerously stupid is, however Trilly is not one of those people. She'd do just about anything for a rush, including putting her life on the line. You only live once, right? YOLO.
habits
- Biting her nails when she's bored/nervous.
- Scrunches her nose when she's thinking/confused.
- Bites her lip every single time she lies, in addition to putting both her hands behind her back.
- Randomly hollers when she's frustrated.
pet peeves
- When people use people/toy with their emotions.
- Littering, graffiti - basically anything that harms mother nature/society. She's a bit of a 'go green' nerd.
- Unnecessary disrespect.
fears
- Spiders, this is a very irrational fear and even the smallest of spiders will have her shaking.
- Love, having had her feelings toyed with a few times, she's scared to care for anyone.
- Deep water, she almost drowned when she was younger, and she can't swim.
goals
To help people, to raise a family, to make a different, to do things that would have made her parents proud.
nationality
Sicilian - fluent in Italian.
mother
Dee Etilina - deceased
father
Andrew Etilina - deceased
sibling
None.
pets
None.
history
Trillian was born to wealthy family. Her father was a well known lawyer, her mother a successful therapist. She had the perfect childhood - loving parents, money for whatever she wanted, and happiness. At a young age she began music, having a clear talent for playing anything she touched, and a beautiful voice. It seemed things couldn't get better for the young lady. That is until she was eleven. Trill's mother had seemed stressed for a few weeks, even paranoid. Trillian noticed how her family invested in a new protective system on their house, her father even purchasing a gun when he'd always been against weapons in the home. One night while she was sleeping the young female was woken in the middle of the night by her frenzied mother, whispering to Trill to hide in the closet and not make a move, no matter what. Terrified she did as she was told, kissing her mother before hiding.... and that was the last time she saw either of her parents alive.
Trillian hid in her closet through the whole thing, hearing gunshots, screaming, and after an hour or so an all too eerie silence. Her mother never came back for her, though she stayed in place as she was told, remaining there all night. It wasn't until morning that she finally crawled from the closet, scared at what she'd find. She opened her door, peeking both ways before hurrying to her parents room. She almost feel down at the site that welcomed her. Laying nude, battered, and bloody on the bed was her mother. Trillian stabled herself, weeping instantly as she tediously walked to her mothers side. She wrapped her arms around the cold body, crying for a period of time before the smell of decay became too unbearable. She closed her mothers lifeless eyes, removing the gold necklace her mother always wore and gripping it possessively in her little hand. Trembling and coughing on her own tears she continued down the stairs, running into her fathers corpse near the door. She braced herself for the view this time, falling to his side. She kissed his forehead, closing his eyes as well before making a call to the police.
It didn't take them long to arrive, finding Trill sat on the steps, her gaze focused on her deceased father in disbelief. They took her away, later placing her in a foster home. Over the next seven years Trillian bounced in and out of foster homes, some abusive, some not. She tries to block out that part of her life. As she went from home to home she also went from school to school, never making lasting friendships - or relationships. Although she never had a serious relationship she did have three 'boyfriends', all of which were abusive in some way or another. Around the age of seventeen she discovered that her attraction to females was stronger than toward males, and met her first female lover Anna soon after at a new school after her last foster home move. The two quickly became inseparable. However their clingy relationship eventually turned unhealthily unstable and possessive, each getting jealous over the tiniest things. Their relationship crumbled after nearly a year, leaving Trillian brokenhearted. The second she turned eighteen and acquired her parents money, she took no time in getting out on her own. Over the following year she traveled, met people, had flings, and discovered more of herself than she had ever had the chance to do. Her love of music and keen ability to play any instrument handed to her, along with her passion to help those around her, had her follow a career in music therapy- and she found herself here.
name/alias
Kay!
rp experience
On and off for six years.
other characters
Nahhh.
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