*- The Dubaise Journal -*

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. THE DUBAISE JOURNAL .

This is a journal that will mostly apply to Avery Dubaise, but will also have a few entries as the other members of his family, such as his mother, father, and siblings. Each entry will be "signed" according to this. Now, ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!!

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Dear Diary,

Sometimes it seems so difficult for me to just look back and see what has passed me by, all throughout this past year. It was been, most probably one of the most difficult, and yet loved periods of time in my life. Sometimes I have regrets, of what could have been, if I hadn't ended up being stupid and young, but I do love Rodney, he is my heart, truly, he is, no matter how much my parents doubt it, and my darling little boy Xavier, I love him with all of my being.

I hope my children don't make the same mistakes I did. Pregnant at fifteen, I was too naive, believing that nothing could ever end up happening to me, and with a child at sixteen. I'm not sure how my parents even believed that their little girl, their little princess ended up in that predicament. At least they supported me, at least Rodney didn't just desert me when I told him. And now we are to be married in but two years, when I am eighteen, and he is twenty.

My mother can never manage to miss an opportunity to tell me how lucky I am to have already developed myself as a Songwriter as such a young age, so I never lost my dreams. Singing followed after, soon enough, which was how I met Rodney, just as I was starting out in my music career it seemed, the son of my own Music Producer, who was his father, obviously, seeming to be scoping out the career for himself. We had been lucky, to have the families that we do, and the ability to actually accomplish our hopes and dreams, despite having become parents in our teenage years, and I love my parents for it, truly, I do. I love them all, my family, Rodney, lovely Xavier, my future, my present, my past, all of it, truly, I do.

I am happy that my parents watch Xavier for me, he gets into a bit too much trouble, like me, they say. I still attend school, my parents watch Xavier for me, sometimes, Rodney's parents watch him, too. It's like we're in our own bubble, anymore, though, my friends stand by me, though, and I'm so happy to still have them at my side, and how much they care for me and Xavier, how they don't mind my mistakes. I suppose I must have that lecture with Xavier, and any of my future children as they grow. I'll take extra precautions, though, they shall learn. Goodbye, for now.

- Ariel Dominique Tomas

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Dear Diary,

Hi! Hi! Hi!!! My name's Avery, you know, Avery Dubaise. My mommy sings all over the country and stuff, and my dad helps her with whatever it is he does, too! I'm five and I have one older brother, his name's Xavier. I have a younger sister and brother, too!! Their names are Veronica and Vincent, they're only a year old, though. Anyway, my mommy said that I should write in a journal, to, like, vent or something. I don't know what that means, but I like writing.

I play guitar, just like my mommy! And I go to school, too, just like my older brother. The twins don't go to school yet, though, because mommy and daddy says they're too young. They don't do much, So I only play with mommy, daddy, and Xavier. But mommy watches the twins, so it's mostly just me, daddy, and Xavier. It's fun throwing the ball around and stuff with my family when everyone isn't very busy. I love my mommy, daddy, and all of my siblings!! Kisses for them!!! Bye!!

- Avery Sebastian Dubaise

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Dear Diary,

I miss Xavier a lot :( He went off to that arts school that mommy and daddy were talking about all the time. I miss playing with him all day, and stuff. Daddy is too busy working to play with me, and the twins can't keep up with me. But mommy and daddy said that we can visit the Versailles Palace if I miss him that much. I can't imagine going there anytime soon.

I'm still learning how to play my many instruments, daddy says that he's very proud of me, and mommy always hugs me when I'm done playing. I have four or so years until I go to the arts program, since I'm only nine.

I'm nervous about going in those few years, but mommy said that I shouldn't be so very nervous because I have a long time before I have to go, and Xavier will be there, too, to protect me and to show me the ropes and such. I guess I have a slight dilemma, 'cause I don't really know what to think. Oh well.

- Avery Sebastian Dubaise

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Dear Diary,

I can't believe how long it's been, since I took out my dear little journal and just sat down and poured my soul out and onto it's pages. I've been attending the Versailles Palace Arts Program for about five years now, and I'm extremely focused on all of my music, really, I am. I've already managed to get a few gigs with my band, from my own work, as well as all of the connections that my parents have.

I want to make my way in the world by myself, though, without having to rely on my parents to figure everything out for me, and what not. There are a whole lot of things that I want in life, though. I want to fall in love, though I don't want to end up in the same sort of predicament that my parents ended up in with my older brother, Xavier.

It seems so peculiar, to be thinking about all of the things of this sort, when I'm only eighteen years old. But then again, almost everything in my family is a bit odd, like how my thirty eight year old father, and my thirty six year old mother have my twenty one year old brother, Xavier, as well as me, being eighteen, and the twins, both of them being fourteen. My home life makes the most odd things appear to be normal, though, so that must account for at least a bit of something.

Exams are coming up once again, soon enough, so I guess that, soon enough I'll end up needing to begin studying, for all of my core classes, like math, as well as major, which is composition, and the subject I minor in, which is band. Well, at least for now I need to get on my studying. I might even give a hand at studying. We'll see, I guess.

- Avery Sebastian Dubaise

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Words I sing with all my heart
Can prove my love without a doubt
A never ending song of joy
Of hope, of love, of happiness
With these words I sing with my own soul

Your face brings memories to me
Your words so soft, so kind, so true
Spoken without a doubt in truth

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I know, I know, but that's all I've got right now, so, yeah.
- Avery Dubaise

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